phearLhaizah's crazy world

Mar 31

sorry chloe…

i apologize to the innocent child… i don’t mean to be so rude but i really feel awkward getting close to her. I can’t help but remember what her mother did to my best friend and to my cousin. As well as those moments where i witnessed my cousin cry because of her. (imagine? a guy cries in front of you???and that guy is your tough cousin! >_<)

Chloe…someday i will surely be an ‘aunt’ to you. just not now. Everything is still so fresh in my memory. And i hope that she will never ever repeat what she did before… -_-

Mar 09

say hello to my new Expiration

my blog talks about nothing but my despair and stuff of love…pathetic..

nonetheless…

this keeps me driving…

to the world of oblivion…err…i mean to my success :p

say whutt? whutt?

this is cuhrahzzzzyyyyyyyyyy… 

i am so not into any commitment right now..but there is this one boy who caught my attention.

He looks like HIM in some angles…plus those eyes that i don’t know why but attracts me and all.

At first that’s just that…the reason why i like him. But as days passed and i observed him since he was my classmate before..i was amazed… i dont know why…lol

anyway…

if given the chance i will post a pic of him…

soon :p

Feb 22

vampalexa:

Sorry, save as lang yan e. Haha!

Eto yung 3 bet na bet ko mula sa goole images na sinave ko kanikanina lang. Ayon nga sa aking pilosopiya, “At dahil ayaw kong ipakita ang harap, likod nalang” Hahahahaha. Lolwhut? Haha. De puro backless kasi itong mga ito. Maganda kasi ang likod ko. Makinis. Buti pa likod ko, makinis, bat kaya yung kili kili ko, hinde? Hahaha. Kaya ayun, yun nalang ieexpose ko.

Sana payagan ni mother and grandmother. Haha *fingerscrossed* :>

wahahahaha..naglalaway lang ang peg ko dito..waaaaaaahhhhhhh

in time… magagawa ko rin na magpatahi ng gown for the grandball!!!!

Feb 22

ohbananapancakes:

larryisthesnowflakeinjuly:

brb while i go drown in my tears

nostalgia at its finest <//3

Jan 24
ohbananapancakes:

oh my god my baby james *deads*



and i miss this guy so so much&#8230;it has been a year since i saw him personally&#8230;

ohbananapancakes:

oh my god my baby james *deads*

and i miss this guy so so much…it has been a year since i saw him personally…

(Source: reallyjam)

Jan 02

just got this somewhere..so i am trying this out :p

About me.

Bold what’s true about you. You just learned a bit about me:

  • I am a cuddler.
  • I am a morning person.
  • I am an only child.
  • I am currently in my pajamas.
  • I am currently pregnant.
  • I am left handed.
  • I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.
  • I bite my nails.
  • I can be paranoid at times.
  • I enjoy country music.
  • I enjoy smoothies.
  • I enjoy talking on the phone.
  • I have a car.
  • I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
  • I have a pet.
  • I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
  • I have all my grandparents.
  • I have been to another country.
  • I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
  • I have or had broken a bone.
  • I have caller I.D. on my phone.
  • I have bathed someone.
  • I have changed a diaper.
  • I have changed a lot over the past year.
  • I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
  • I have had major/minor surgery.
  • I have killed another person.
  • I have had my hair cut within the last week.
  • I have mood swings.
  • I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
  • I like the taste of blood.
  • I love Michael Jackson.
  • I love sleeping.
  • I love to shop.
  • I own 100 CDs or more.
  • I own and use a library card.
  • I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
  • I sleep a lot during the day.
  • I watch soap operas on a regular basis. 
  • I work at a job that I enjoy.
  • I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
  • I am currently wearing socks.
  • I am tired.
  • I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.
  • I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.

I have/had:

  • Graduated high school.
  • Smoked cigarettes.
  • Ridden every ride at an amusement park.
  • Collected something really stupid.
  • Gone to a concert.
  • Helped someone.
  • Spun turn tables.
  • Watched four movies in one night.
  • Been broken up with.
  • Taken a college level course.
  • Been in a car accident. 
  • Been in a tornado.
  • Watched someone die.
  • Been to a funeral.
  • Ran a marathon.
  • Your parents got divorced.
  • Cried yourself to sleep.
  • Spent over $200 in one day. 
  • Cheated on someone.
  • Been cheated on.
  • Written a 10 page letter.
  • Had a best friend.
  • Lost someone you loved.
  • Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do.
  • Stolen books from the library.
  • Been in a mental hospital.
  • Watched the “Harry Potter” movies. 
  • Fired a gun.
  • Been in a school play.
  • Been fired from a job.
  • Taken a lie detector test.
  • Swam with dolphins.
  • Attempted suicide.
  • Written poetry.
  • Read more than 20 books a year. 
  • Gone to Europe.
  • Loved someone you couldn’t have.
  • Used a coloring book over age 12.
  • Had surgery.
  • Had stitches.
  • Taken a taxi.
  • Had more than 5 online conversations going at once.
  • Had a hamster.
  • Dyed your hair.
  • Had something pierced.
  • Gotten straight A’s.
  • Your parents sent you to a shrink. 
  • Been handcuffed.

My hair is naturally the color:

  • Light brown
  • Medium brown
  • Dark brown
  • Blonde
  • Black
  • Dirty blonde
  • Strawberry blonde/Ginger
  • Multicoloured

My eyes are:

  • Brown
  • Blue/Grey
  • Green
  • Hazel 
  • Light brown
  • Black
  • A combination of things

I am:

  • Male
  • Female
  • Other

People sometimes label me as:

  • Slut
  • Girly
  • Ugly
  • Nerd 
  • Other  

Some of my biggest fears are:

  • Spiders/other insects
  • Dying 
  • Doctor/Dentist appointments
  • Hospitals
  • Needles
  • Disease
  • Being alone in the dark
  • Heights
  • Small spaces
  • Oceans/large bodies of water
  • Holes
  • Large animals
  • Small animals
  • Open spaces
  • Lightning

I have:

  • A friend with benefits
  • A television in my room
  • Good grades 
  • My own car
  • Married parents
Dec 06

quote My best friend texted me, he asked if I looked nice right now. I told him no, and he said to get ready so I look good, not to him, but to myself. Only text him back If I felt happy with how I looked. This confused me but I didn’t ask questions. I just got ready, and finally after an hour or two, I told him I felt happy with how I looked, sort of. The door rang about 10 minutes later, and my friends told me to come with them to the park. This confused me but I didn’t ask questions, I was bored anyways. We walked to the park, it wasn’t that far, and they said to sit on the swing set. I didn’t really like the swings at this park because it was the very place my first love broke up with me & shattered my heart. Just sitting on the swing hurt a bit, I went into silence at the memories. Suddenly, I was blindfolded. When my friends took it off, there he was. The boy who told me to get ready, I liked this boy, he was my best friend. He handed me a rose and got down on his knee. “I know this is one of your least favorite places. I also know you stopped believing in love after 2 shots to the chest. And you don’t like change. But this is good change, I think. I want to change this swingset from the place where you closed your door to love to the place where it just began. I’ve sat by & watched you get hurt long enough. You’re beautiful, smart, talented, sweet, funny. And impatient. So, I won’t drag this out. I love you, & I’d like to be your boyfriend…Will you go out with me?” This boy was my 3rd love, he made me feel special. It’s been 5 long years, and just today, he said those exact words. To propose.

— (via strawberrytelle)

(Source: -nicolelyn)

Dec 06

Famous Times Square Kiss in Color
Black and white version of this photograph by Alfred Eisenstaedt. It was taken on V-J Day in Times Square and was published in Life magazine in 1945.Reddit user mygrapefruit colorized the photo using Photoshop CS 5 on a Wacom tablet. “I found some vintage postcards of Times Square to figure out the color of the buildings and some signs,” she said. “The rest of the colors I guessed by using common sense.”

the one in letters to juliet? ^_^

Famous Times Square Kiss in Color

Black and white version of this photograph by Alfred Eisenstaedt. It was taken on V-J Day in Times Square and was published in Life magazine in 1945.

Reddit user mygrapefruit colorized the photo using Photoshop CS 5 on a Wacom tablet. “I found some vintage postcards of Times Square to figure out the color of the buildings and some signs,” she said. “The rest of the colors I guessed by using common sense.”

the one in letters to juliet? ^_^

(Source: cosascool)

Nov 26

Books are so ideal for lazy people I mean we can do all these amazing things and go to amazing places and experience all these things all while sitting on our ass.

agreeeeeee

(Source: ianoshea)

Nov 10
ohbananapancakes:

So like I got this today for my birthday on Sunday!!!! Thank you so much @superchonggo for remembering my birthday! Hahaha I will see you soon too, I promise. Thank you for always being there for me too. 😘❤❤❤ #enchongdee #happybirthdaytome #family

ohbananapancakes:

So like I got this today for my birthday on Sunday!!!! Thank you so much @superchonggo for remembering my birthday! Hahaha I will see you soon too, I promise. Thank you for always being there for me too. 😘❤❤❤ #enchongdee #happybirthdaytome #family

Oct 09

Days 46 and 47

Day 46: what makes you smile

simple little things :)

Day 47: what was your last Halloween costume

casual outfit…

Oct 06

Day 44-45

Day 44: When was the last time you wore a dress

The last time was when we had attended the Leadership talk at the Grand Hotel hosted by the Samahan ng Bagong Kabataan last September 21, 2012.

day 45: When was the last time you tried something new

Yesterday… October 5, 2012.

Oct 04

Day 43: is it possible to lie without saying a word

YES…

Oct 03

days 37 - 42

Day 37: Who are you

I am Pearl, this is who i am. Weird and eccentric. A bitch. A freak. 

Day 38: Thoughts on your generation

My generation? Hmm… I guess I may say that it belongs in between the old and new generation. Why? In the sense that we are liberated in many ways but conservative in most ways.

Day 39: Why you think you’ve learned more from the good or bad

Both i guess… because if you won’t weigh things by heart you won’t learn from them no matter how good or bad they are.

Day 40: What features you get complimented on a lot

My eyes? They say it’s like Tswifts…but that’s only what they say :p

Day 41: When was the last time you wrote a letter? to whom?

Personal? Last December 22, 2010… ^_^ for Gabb

Business? Last Wednesday, September 26, 2012 for our School Administrator ^_^

Day 42: What do you think of your driver’s license picture

Gross!!!

Sep 27

Days 32-36

Day 33: someone who really hurt you

Gabb…who else? I didn’t expect things to turn out this way. I honestly thought he is the one. :(

Day 34: your horoscope for today and whether you think it’s accurate

An opportunity to increase your income by working in an artistic or innovative manner could come your way today, Leo. Technologies like film or computer graphics may be involved. You may have doubts about your ability to take this on, but that’s only your insecurity. Don’t be timid. Have a little confidence in yourself. Consider it all carefully. If it seems workable, go for it!
—-this applies for my team not just mine :)
Day 35: What is your favorite poptart flavor
chocolate
Day 36: What do you think about your friends
they are my treasures… i can’t be who i am without them…all of them :)